https://64.media.tumblr.com/7d56639dae8feb23de129273e525a2ff/c21718e5273b79ba-bc/s1280x1920/d6d936d38118b88f4f14fbc7a060223086f410dd.jpg

Why do I feel like I lost somеthing on my way back?

「 ❛ BASIC。

₀1. » ɢᴇɴᴇʀᴀʟ.

° full name: kim hyunjung

° nickname(s): seola (only by her father)

° birthdate: december 24th; 1994 (27 years old)

° zodiac chart:

capricorn sun, virgo moon, capricorn mercury, scorpio venus, and virgo mars

° hometown: dandelion

° occupation: heir to the canterback farms, finance & general management. formerly an accountant.

₀2. » ᴀᴘᴘᴇᴀʀᴀɴᴄᴇ.

°  height: 165 cm

° ― hair colour: black, a natural colour. she used to dye her hair a lot but she hasn’t in a while, enough for the bleach to grow out.

°  eye colour**:** brown.

° ― scar(s): n/a.

° ― piercing(s): two on each lobe, helix on the right, and a healed septum.

° ― tattoo(s): the date “december 24th, 2019” on her left forearm.

° ― clothing style: typical seoulite clothing, neutrals with comfortable fitting figure. typically pastels and browns, with the occasional darker colours. on work days, she wears her uncle’s old work clothes that are usually a bit too big on her, covered in dirt stains, but still high quality.


tumblr_32dd1a6088504c9be30f2f3ac3088546_516b8373_1280.jpeg

「 ❛ STORY。

ʙᴇꜰᴏʀᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏᴠᴇ.

ɴᴏᴡ, ɪɴ ᴅᴀɴᴅᴇʟɪᴏɴ.

https://64.media.tumblr.com/133047ab24ce03300e26a507beaa3e3a/3a626d6e84861e5e-61/s640x960/c606e333a0bf64a5a99e558d833baff54f8a8987.jpg

「 ❛ PERSONA。

₀1. » Qᴜɪᴄᴋ ꜱᴜᴍᴍᴀʀʏ.

to many, hyunjung is shallow and "lazy". she's a girl who likes to buy things and keep up with trends, fashion, and celebrity gossip. plenty of people don't see hyunjung as someone who belongs in a small town such as dandelion, and she would agree with you. she doesn't belong here, and she feels like she is just here because she has to be.

this is who hyunjung is, but with most people, she goes deeper than that. she doesn't get close to too many people, so not many know how she is when she has a close friend. she doesn't show many acts of kindness, especially to strangers, but it is because her kindness is jaded and kept to herself.

₀2. » ʟɪᴋᴇs ᴀɴᴅ ᴅɪsʟɪᴋᴇs.

ʟɪᴋᴇs.

fashion, celebrity culture, dramas, satisfying work days, white wine, jogging, pilates, staring at the sea (but not going in it), poetry books, memoirs, and science fiction novels.

ᴅɪsʟɪᴋᴇs.

work that requires sweating (not exercising), most animals aside from dogs, being around too many people, children, teenagers, babies.

₀3. » ᴀᴄᴛɪᴠɪᴛɪᴇs.

ᴛᴀʟᴇɴᴛs.

hyunjung is very good with math. she can easily add, subtract, and the like. she isn't too good with calculus, but statistics and other money-related math she is exceptionally good at. she has a good knowledge of the law, since she went into a law degree for a few years, though it is shaky and she doesn't engage with it as much anymore.

she is very strong with good agility as she works out often. she is typically good with horses, though she doesn't like them that much.

ʜᴏʙʙɪᴇs.

in her spare time, hyunjung likes to go on hikes, walks, jogs, or spend time in her room doing pilates. she likes to exercise though her view on exercising is a mid-point on keeping thin and health based. she likes to read, though most of her intense reading sessions are late at night when she reads books she doesn't want people to know about.

hyunjung likes to engage in science fiction in different types of media. from things like brand new world by aldous huxley to neon genesis evangelion to 13 sentinels, she likes sci-fi. this has led to a growing interest in researching space, science, physics, and the like.

₀4. » ᴍᴏᴛɪᴠᴀᴛɪᴏɴs.

ɢᴏᴀʟs.

hyunjung wishes to get closer to her family and be able to speak with her father again. she misses both her mother and her father deeply, but she cannot get closer to them because of an unknown emotional gap that she wishes to climb over.

ғᴀᴛᴀʟ ғʟᴀᴡ.

despite wanting to get closer to her mother and father emotionally, hyunjung does not WANT to open up emotionally. not just to her father and family, or to her friends and former partner, but to herself. whenever emotions arise, if emotions arise, hyunjung does not want to engage with them and often ignores them or puts them into energy and motivation for work, which has led to burnout.

ғᴇᴀʀs.

dying alone. there is a deep sense of shame around her own emotions that she fears that if she shows her true self, people won't want to be around her. as she grows mature, and she becomes more aware of her emotions, she worries over her fake personalities she has shown to people and that they can see through her.

「 ❛ RELATIONSHIPS。

₀1. » ʟᴏᴠᴇ sᴛᴀᴛᴜs.

° ― romantic orientation: ****biromantic & alloromantic (experiences romantic attraction). ° ― sexual orientation: bisexual & demisexual. ° ― status: ****single. ° ― love interest: n/a.

₀2. » ғᴀᴍɪʟʏ.

mother: oh hyunjoo : deceased

family has lived in dandelion their entire life and had a size-able family there. grew up and went into medicine and became a nurse before moving back to dandelion and working there. she met her husband and got married to him and had hyunjung. at age 45, she passed away from breast cancer.

father: kim jeonghoon : alive

family lived in dandelion for many generations. they own canterback stables. jeonghoon didn't have a good relationship with his family so he did everything in his power to leave dandelion. when he met his wife during a chuseok back home (his brother's prank gone wrong that ended with jeonghoon in the emergency room), they got married and had hyunjung. after a family spat between him and his family, they left dandelion and barely came back, eventually never coming back. while kind in his own way, he never really showed much care to hyunjung personally.

siblings: none

hyunjung, as a child, always wished she would have siblings but realized it was just because of her cousin's and their siblings she wished to have a similar relationship to. hyunjung always wanted an older brother or sister, but eventually grew up to be okay with being alone.

cousins: kim & oh family

related to kim taeyeon (father's side) and oh sehun (mother's side). she isn't very close to them.

₀2. » ʀᴏᴍᴀɴᴛɪᴄ.

park seoham: ex-boyfriend

they met after hyunjung moved to seoul as a kid. they didn't get along too well, leading to their relationship not being close until they met again after/during college and started a relationship. hyunjung didn't expect him to break up with her when he did, and so she escaped back to dandelion after she got fired.

name name: position position : other details

words words words

name name: position position : other details

words words words

₀2. » ᴘʟᴀᴛᴏɴɪᴄ.

kim dahyun: childhood friend

they met as teenagers and hyunjung was awe-struck by dahyun's prestige and wealth. as time went on they got genuinely close until dahyun spent more time in her own. personal life, and hyunjung was grieving her mother. they grew apart until dahyun heard that hyunjung went back to dandelion and followed her.

kim jongin: acquaintance

met as children and connected through their shared interest in nerdy shows like star trek. when hyunjung moved away from dandelion, the two struggled to stay in contact, so they grew apart until she came back.

「 ❛ THE SONG OF THE NIGHT 。。。

I really don't want to wake up today I'm still too sad to take a shower Suddenly, everything is unfamiliar So I stayed up all night, without you What should I do now?

―  airport goodbyes, wendy & the black skirts

https://open.spotify.com/embed/playlist/0V4T2IdQk5PXFWyVbmiUsE?utm_source=generator

₀1. » ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇᴍɪs.

<aside> 🦋 if you are not someone who can handle slow replies (sometimes up to 2 weeks but this is rare, usually 3-7 days) then it might be best for you not to start a thread with me lol.

</aside>

ೃ★︎      ⟶ **writing & plotting with themis**

i tend to get a little carried away with writing so my replies might be a little long. i like to reply in 3rd pov paragraph style and only do script in chat. i might write a lot but you don’t have to mirror the length, but some effort should be applied to the reply, of course. i am more than happy to do starters, especially if i have a good idea on how to start, but please don’t expect me to do it every time, especially if it doesn’t make sense for me to start

as for plotting, i would prefer if you came to me with a plot in mind, and i will try and do the same. plotting is usually not too hard for me to do, but sometimes i can get quite stumped. winging is fine, but i am still quite new to it so it can blind-side me a bit ghjfd.

with genres, i’m very flexible, i don’t mind plotting out fluff, angst, even romance, but i will not plot out a pwp smut plot with you. if our non-pwp plot has smut in it, i will ask you to skip over the scene or speak about it in passing. i am uncomfortable to smut with people i have never done a smut plot before with or someone i don’t know well. if we have smutted before or our characters are dating, i will be okay with it.

i don’t really mind where our threads are, walls, pms, or rooms. i would prefer rooms just to keep the rp active and getting us both some points, but i really don’t mind wherever.

ೃ★︎      ⟶ **how active is themis?**

very not active lol. i have bouts of intense writer’s block and low muse, so i might “ghost” our thread for some time, but i will try and let you know when that happens. please just poke me politely and respectfully if it has been over a week since you responded, and i will let you know how i am doing (this poke won’t make me reply, just remind me that i have to let you know how i am doing).

know that i might be active in the chat or responding to other threads does not mean i am ignoring our thread or you. sometimes it’s just how it is, and i will not be mad at you for doing the same.

https://64.media.tumblr.com/179c5da9fb8216ea32b6a77f9da7acc0/c21718e5273b79ba-0f/s1280x1920/ec0271e6112eda5bc4a138bde36444f5c07a61b1.jpg

I may have the answer to your problems. Would you like to hear more about it?

https://64.media.tumblr.com/8ffb64abce42d2e51a840cd2580b15d9/434e3e9f56b658e2-b9/s400x600/136808b1f8a11d26d26dd9ce7366d5719b0aca22.jpg

「 ❛ CONNECTIONS。

₀1. » ᴇx-ʙᴏʏғʀɪᴇɴᴅ

# male # exes # lived in seoul for at least 5 years #27+

you and hyunjung had been dating for around 4 years before you couldn't take it anymore and broke up with her. your reasoning has to do with her being distant and busy, and perhaps that she had come off cold a lot during the relationship. you wanted to end things, and couldn't take it as the holidays drew near. you were dealing with a lot yourself- whatever it may be, and so when you asked hyunjung to meet christmas eve, you broke up with her. she thought you were going to propose to her, so when she found out, she flipped out on you and you haven't heard from her since despite your calls and texts. it's been under a year since then, and you went back to your hometowns dandelion to visit family, you did not expect to see hyunjung back at the place she swore to you she hated and would never return to. you realized only after the fact, that you broke up with her on her birthday and on the anniversary of her mother's death. well...

₀2. » ʟᴏʏᴀʟ ᴄᴜsᴛᴏᴍᴇʀ

# female/male # meet-friendly # lived in dandelion for a few years

you love horses, and have been visiting the canterback ranch every once in a while to have a ride with one of the tour guides and spend time with your favourite equestrian friends. this time, you've come onto the ranch and the only person around is a girl you don't really recognize. due to a family emergency, she is the only one available to help customers on that day. she doesn't say she's inexperienced with riding, but you only do it maybe a few times a year and somehow you're the one teaching her how to ride... well, it wouldn't hurt to try it out, right? as she gets her bearings, she seems to get her bearings... maybe it won't be that bad.

₀3. » ʙᴇᴀᴍ ᴍᴇ ᴜᴘ, sᴇᴏʟᴀ

# female/male # 28+ # lived in dandelion when hyunjung was 5

you remember the girl who would run around with the prettiest white dresses who came from one of the farms in dandelion. though she was definitely not a tom-boy and didn't like to get herself dirty, she loved horses and animals. she rarely spoke to the other children, often spending time with herself at her house or in one of the open fields where you met her. the two of you met a few times, hyunjung being a little shy and awkward, but once you mentioned a tv show you watched called star trek, she immediately became interested in you. the two of you would talk for hours and hours about that show and others, acting out scenes in the little pockets of forest from all the shows you liked to watch and show each other. however, she was going to move away soon, and so with a promise to keep in contact, hyunjung moved to seoul. she would come back for the holidays for a few years, but as both of your schedules got too busy to visit that time, you eventually grew apart. you happen to visit her farm one day on a day of weakness, wistful for the friend you once had, when you see her, 28 years old and completely horrified to see your face.

₀4. » ʀɪᴠᴀʟ

# female/male # 28 years old # lived in seoul during elementary school or high school

you and hyunjung went to school together and you remember her well now. you didn't expect to see her in dandelion again, though you remember her being from this town. in school you were rivals: either you were just as into it as she was, or you just naturally got good grades and didn't understand why she hated you so much.

₀5. » ᴄᴏɴɴᴇᴄᴛɪᴏɴ

# tag # tag # tag

summary summary summary summary summary

₀6. » ᴄᴏɴɴᴇᴄᴛɪᴏɴ

# tag # tag # tag

summary summary summary summary summary

₀7. » ᴄᴏɴɴᴇᴄᴛɪᴏɴ

# tag # tag # tag

summary summary summary summary summary