❝ I’m an adult but that is all ❞

「 ❛ BASIC｡

₀1. » ɢᴇɴᴇʀᴀʟ.

° ― full name: kim taeyeon "aria”

° ― nickname(s): taeng, ari

° ― birthdate: march 9, 1989 (33 years old)

° ― zodiac chart:

pisces sun, aries moon, aquarius mercury, pisces venus

° ― hometown: dandelion

° ― occupation: former musical actress, part-time waitress

₀2. » ᴀᴘᴘᴇᴀʀᴀɴᴄᴇ.

° ― height: 158cm

° ― hair colour: grey/silver, dyed

° ― eye colour: dark brown.

° ― scar(s): none.

° ― piercing(s): two on the lobe and one on the helix. likes to wear small ear jewelry..

° ― tattoo(s): various tattoos, most notably one on her elbow with '1961' and her shoulder saying 'cool'.

° ― clothing style: likes casual and loose-fitting clothes. hats, leather jackets, loose pants and shirts, shirts with band prints on them, are staples in her closet.

「 ❛ STORY｡

ᴏᴠᴇʀᴛᴜʀᴇ: ᴛʜɪs ʟɪғᴇ ɪ ʜᴀᴠᴇ**.**

• born and raised in dandelion
• the child of two parents who owned a restaurant. they were always fighting and so taeyeon had to play mediator a lot of the time.
• when taeyeon turned 8 years old, her parents divorced. however, since owning the restaurant was their dream, they continued to work together which didn't allow them to properly separate.
• taeyeon spent a lot of her time trying to make sure her. parents didn't fight, or that she didn't have to hear them, but eventually, she put her headphones in and drowned them out.
• in high school, taeyeon joined the little drama club of her school and practiced everyday. she practiced singing and dancing, acting when she could, all the while letting her parents fight.
• she ended up becoming the best in the school, which led her to be discovered after posting covers on youtube. she became a very popular singer both on the internet, and in their little town.
• after graduating high school, taeyeon left dandelion to go to new york.

ᴀᴄᴛ ɪ: ғᴇᴇʟs sᴏ ɴɪᴄᴇ**.**

• taeyeon went to a prestigious school in new york for the preforming arts. there she exceeded in not only musical theatre and acting, but became popular for her voice.
• she took up the name of aria: meaning melody, air. while her english was limited, she picked it up quickly.
• being in new york was difficult. taeyeon felt alone and afraid, but was scared to contact her parent's after they didn't want her to go. she wanted to put on a brave face for them and tell them that everything was fine. that was until she met him.
• he was her teacher. he was 10 years older than her, and she adored him. he was always praising her and always giving her help where she needed. while the other students thought he was playing favouritism, taeyeon's eyes were full of rose-coloured pink as she gazed upon the one man she truly felt understood her.
• after a successful performance, at the after-party, he told her he would bring her home. she didn't realize she was actually going to his home.
• she was confused and didn't know what was going on, but she wasn't allowed to tell anyone. she wanted to be his girlfriend, if they were going to do things like that, that's the least that could happen, right? no, she couldn't tell a soul. not even her parents.
• eventually, when taeyeon graduated, she broke up with him. he didn't seem to take it very hard, but taeyeon carried his smell on her for the rest of her life.

ɪɴᴛᴇʀᴍɪssɪᴏɴ: ʙʀᴇᴀᴋ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ ɪɴᴛᴏ ғᴏᴜʀ**.**

• though she broke up with him, his presence remained. rather, the lack of him remained.
• in the musicals she starred in afterwards, taeyeon fell in love with her male leads. it was inevitable, the way they treated her on stage. "aria", they would say, though taeyeon wanted to hear them say "taeyeon".
• the few relationships she had afterwards, she never felt that hole that was left in her chest be filled, sometimes they would actively dance around it. where taeyeon gave, they would take, or they would ignore, or they would try their best but taeyeon didn't want someone to make her heal that hole... she wanted someone to fill it.
• eventually, she did try to fill it.

ᴀᴄᴛ ɪɪ: ᴡɪsʜ ʏᴏᴜ'ᴅ ғᴜᴄᴋ sᴏᴍᴇʙᴏᴅʏ.

• the therapist told her that taeyeon had ptsd. she didn't believe her. but maybe she did. but she wasn't a soldier, how could she? but it made sense. but it couldn't be. but all the symptoms were there.
• after seeing that man again, taeyeon knew that her therapist wasn't just shitting with her.
• so, she went to whoever she could. she told. she said. "can you fire him? he did this to me."
• "okay. we will make sure you don't work near each other."
• "thank you- near each other?"
• "of course. we can't fire him though. he's the best vocal coach and director we got."
• taeyeon's name became known as aria, the girl who had a public breakdown after the last performance of her last musical. she hadn't been heard of since.

ғɪɴᴀʟᴇ: ɪɴғɪɴɪᴛᴇʟʏ ᴏʀᴅɪɴᴀʀʏ.

• taeyeon dropped the name "aria" and moved back in with her mother at 32. taeyeon's father passed a couple years ago, so it's only the two of them now.
• she tries to keep her head low, though she doubts most people here would know who she is anymore. she's a nobody. a ghost.
• sometimes she helps out her mom at the restaurant. most of the time taeyeon mourns.

「 ❛ CONNECTIONS｡

₀1. » ʟᴇᴀᴅ ʀᴏʟᴇ

#female/male (male might make more sense but tbh can be anyone, lol, it's high school drama) # 30-35 years old (was in 10th year at least while she was in high school) # lived in dandelion and went to school there in high school

you remember taeyeon as the girl who strived for only the top, only the best, she was immaculate in everything. so much to the point that when the two of you were in the drama club together and you were the lead role of the play. you have only heard about her on the tv after that, feeling a sense of pride when you saw her succeed. but then, you never heard from her... until you saw her again in dandelion once more and you don't expect her to recognize you but she does. she does completely.

₀2. » ᴍᴜsɪᴄᴀʟ ᴛᴀʟᴇɴᴛ

# female/male # likes music to some capacity and plays an instrument, perhaps has a job around music # fluff / platonic

you knew taeyeon was from dandelion but you didn't expect to see her back here after her fall from grace in the industry. you are excited and ask if she can sing with you for some event or charity. taeyeon declines, not wanting to attract attention to herself, though the real reason is because she is scared to sing again... somehow, you manage to get her to sing with you.

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「 ❛ RELATIONSHIPS｡

₀1. » ʟᴏᴠᴇ sᴛᴀᴛᴜs.

° ― romantic orientation: ****biromantic & alloromantic (experiences romantic attraction). ° ― sexual orientation: bisexual & demisexual. ° ― status: ****single. ° ― love interest: n/a.

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「 ❛ LIKE A CHILD, I STILL DREAM 。。。

So either these walls can shake Or my heart can break Into four One piece wrapped to go One for me alone And two in case In case you come home You come home

―  four, the wrecks

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/7D9qUiirqnMO340X8mWI7j?si=c921afd29e7344e4

₀1. » ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇᴍɪs.

<aside> 🎆 if you are not someone who can handle slow replies (sometimes up to 2 weeks but this is rare, usually 3-7 days) then it might be best for you not to start a thread with me lol.

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ೃ★︎      ⟶ **writing & plotting with themis**

i tend to get a little carried away with writing so my replies might be a little long. i like to reply in 3rd pov paragraph style and only do script in chat. i might write a lot but you don’t have to mirror the length, but some effort should be applied to the reply, of course. i am more than happy to do starters, especially if i have a good idea on how to start, but please don’t expect me to do it every time, especially if it doesn’t make sense for me to start

as for plotting, i would prefer if you came to me with a plot in mind, and i will try and do the same. plotting is usually not too hard for me to do, but sometimes i can get quite stumped. winging is fine, but i am still quite new to it so it can blind-side me a bit ghjfd.

with genres, i’m very flexible, i don’t mind plotting out fluff, angst, even romance, but i will not plot out a pwp smut plot with you. if our non-pwp plot has smut in it, i will ask you to skip over the scene or speak about it in passing. i am uncomfortable to smut with people i have never done a smut plot before with or someone i don’t know well. if we have smutted before or our characters are dating, i will be okay with it.

i don’t really mind where our threads are, walls, pms, or rooms. i would prefer rooms just to keep the rp active and getting us both some points, but i really don’t mind wherever.

ೃ★︎      ⟶ **how active is themis?**

very not active lol. i have bouts of intense writer’s block and low muse, so i might “ghost” our thread for some time, but i will try and let you know when that happens. please just poke me politely and respectfully if it has been over a week since you responded, and i will let you know how i am doing (this poke won’t make me reply, just remind me that i have to let you know how i am doing).

know that i might be active in the chat or responding to other threads does not mean i am ignoring our thread or you. sometimes it’s just how it is, and i will not be mad at you for doing the same.

❝ I’m still the same when it comes to my dreams ❞

「 ❛ PERSONA｡

₀1. » Qᴜɪᴄᴋ ꜱᴜᴍᴍᴀʀʏ.

taeyeon was never a woman who was incredibly likeable. as a teenager she was relatively quiet but kept to herself and her friends. she was fun to be around, though a little blunt. it was easy to be friends with her though, since she was always happy and kind to those who were kind to her.

as an adult, taeyeon became a little jaded. while still nice to those who show her niceness, she plays cold and distant to most people. she has a tough time with men especially, but she has the most trouble with people she likes. she struggles to interact with them because she thinks they will dislike her right away.

₀2. » ʟɪᴋᴇs ᴀɴᴅ ᴅɪsʟɪᴋᴇs.

ʟɪᴋᴇs.

music (especially rock and musicals), singing, reading biographies, the colour purple, cooking, her mom.

ᴅɪsʟɪᴋᴇs.

strangers, cats (she's allergic), writing down her thoughts, men in the entertainment industry, make-up, new york, her father.

₀3. » ᴀᴄᴛɪᴠɪᴛɪᴇs.

ᴛᴀʟᴇɴᴛs.

an amazing singer, actor, and dancer, very smart in english studies and creative writing.

ʜᴏʙʙɪᴇs.

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